UJIAN

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Sejak akhir2 ini, keluarga aku ditimpa musibah. Lepas satu, satu berita kami terima. Tahun lepas bulan julai,time LSP or nama panjangnya language support program. Program 2 fokus kepada 2 languanges that Arabic n English. Time gap between ALSP III N ELSP III, I have stayed kat umah x-roomate, Ata’ain for attending the seminar transfromasi ramadhan 2.0. time duk umah ata’ain  aku dapat mesej drp adik aku. Dy bgtaw ‘umi masuk wad’. Adik aku yang duk matrik called. Nangis2, katanyer nak balik. Aku blurrr time tu. Umi has be hospitalized because suspect for dengue. Case umi terpaksa dibawa ke HRPZ II, Kota Bharu which hospital besar.

Umi has been hospitalized because the low of platelet in her body. At the hospital, they are a few platelet are needed. After platelets is added, the level of platelet umi still low. It is unaffected. Every day, doctor  amek sample blood umi to investigate the disease umi had. Hampir two weeks, umi dalam wad. Still xtaw sakit apa. Doctor suggests do BMA a.k.a bone marrow aspiration if I’m not mistaken. Bone marrow? Sample darah kat bone marrow. My family disagree especially my abah. He objects the BMA.

I don’t know. Before doc suggest bwt BMA, they are variety of medicines doc ask umi for taken it. Sampaikan nama saintifik ubat aku dah hafal. Aku sempat gak berpuasa di hospital sebab tunggu umi kat hospital. Sampai jadi special nurse for my mum. Umi dah tak tahan duk hospital. So, umi decide nak kuar wad.

Hari rabu, I was forget the date. Umi terpaksa sign surat untuk keluar dan amek risiko sendiri. Doc risau , takot umi bleeding kat mana2.. because the level of platelet umi still low. Then, duk umah. Just rest kat umah. Abah ada try bawak ikthtiar cara tradisional. Macam2 org kata. Nonsense. 

After raya, umi has appointment with the doctor. Doctor asks to do BMA. Again! Umi had stop to go the hospital. Last December, at 22 dec 2012 umi been hospitalized. Wajah umi pucat n letih sangat2.. Again! So, umi had decide to do BMA. The date for BMA is 26 dec 2012. Alhamdulillah everything is smoothly. The result is 7 january 2013. Till now, I do not know the result.

Before umi bwt BMA, pada 25 dec 2012. Adik lelaki aku accident. Patah tulang peha n tgn kiri. Femur, ulna n radius dy patah. So, kena masuk besi. Sepatutnya, kena bwt awal ag. Tp, dy punye internal ad injured. Spleen n liver dy. Dy naek motor Honda ex5 vs motor cross xclp ag. Y pasti motor besar drp motor dy. Umi aku ta taw dy masuk wad. After umi aku dapat discharge, abah bwak umi jumpa adik. Terkejut jugak. Tapi nak bwt camne dah. Dah nakal, kata umi aku.

Dy masuk besi pada 30 dec 2012, kul 8p.m masuk operation room. Kul 4.00 a.m da settle. Alhamdulillah, tade pape complication xsilap aku. Pada First day paper aku, abah aku mesej dy dah kuar wad. Tyme 2 aku study week. Before this, every study week. Aku ta pernah balik kg. stay kat hostel. Sama gak tyme kat matrik. Tapi, disebabkan semua ni berlaku aku balik kg.

Sebagai anak pertama, kakak n along in my family, aku jadi tabah n be positive thinking. Aku kena tabah dalam menerima ujian ini. Mybe, ALLAH rindu nak dengar suara hambaNYA. Kami lalai sebelum ini. Dugaan ini amat berat bagiku. Atas dorongan drpd kawan2, housemates, roommates, coursemates.. aku jadi kuat lebih-lebih lagi aku tengok abah aku. Dy Nampak cool jer. Dy xmarah adik aku. Dy sayang kami semua. Aku sayang family aku. Abah, umi, arenysz, jaen, acik, ina n adeq. Terima kasih semua. Along sayang kamu semua. T_T

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