SL1M Maybank

Assalamualaikum w.b.t Dan selamat sejahtera.

Hari ni aku nak share pengalaman SL1M Maybank. Aku apply Maybank sebab kawan aku cakap waktu training dia sediakan penginapan, makan & minum plus elaun. So aku tak payah nak fikir nak stay mana waktu training tu. Lagipun aku daripada Kelantan. Before this, aku penah dapat offer sl1m PNB for twice. First aku mintak tangguh sebab tak ready lagipun kena cari penginapan sendiri area KL. Deposit Umah plus sewa n utility, total area rm500 perhead. After one month, aku dapat call. Aku sebenarnye target dapat untuk intake April, but I get for intake Mac 2016. Sebab aku tangguh tu untuk intake Feb 2016. Oh yaa. Nak apply SLIM PNB ni senang je. Korang hantar je resume by online or drop waktu career fair. In Sha Allah akan dipanggil. Cuma lambat atau cepat je.

Now, nak citer pengalaman SL1M Maybank. Waktu tu aku da keje sambilan kat tahfiz sebagai kerani. Aku dapat call from Maybank cawangan pantai Timur, ask me to attend for interview kat branch Kota Bharu disebabkan aku stay Kelantan. I'm not sure the date for iv. Tapi seingat aku, aku mintak half day nga ustaz sebab nak attend iv tu. Aku baru sampai daripada JB to pasir mas. Pagi tu aku pegi iv TM dengan member aku. Kat situ ada 6 orang include dengan aku. Kitorang kena isi form segala bagai tuhh. First time kena isi banyak form.

Total candidates on that day, 6 orang include dengan aku. Yang bestnya sebelum iv tu ktorg sembang2 then amek contact no buat group Whatsapp. Padahal jupe sekali tu je, now still rapat macam dahh kenal lama.

Soklan waktu iv, dia tanya in BI. First question, tell me about yourself. Lepas tu, dia ada tanya sal ready ke nak buat sales? Sell our products? And bla..blaaa.. Aku compare experience aku as counselor trainee which nak invite client attend counseling sessions. I will use it for same ways. Dia tanya tentang commitment? How are you ready to replace in any other place? How about your ambition pun dia tanya, which who are you in 10 years? Iv session kitorang masuk one by one. Aku second person sebab main volunteer je masuk bilik iv tuhh. Ohh ya, dia ada provoke with our answer. But I prefer to answer and support my opinion. Member aku ada kena buat demo, sell phone. Nasib baik aku tak kena soklan tu. Hehehe.

Ok. That for first part. Which means intro tentang SL1M Maybank.

#sharemyexperience

Ramadhan Kareem ~

Assalamualaikum w.b.t. 

Sedar tak sedar dah tahun 2016. Last post tahun 2014. Means 2 years ago. Dah lama tak share dalam blog. Disebabkan macam-macam media sosial dah ada sekarang. WhatsApp, Instagram, line, telegram, we chat dan banyak lagi. Blog still ada lagi cuma sekarang orang jarang dah nak blogging. Maybe yang still blogging tu memang top blogger or active. (Tak macam aku). 

Back to our topic, Ramadhan Kareem. That means we are celebrating Ramadhan and happy fasting for 1437H. Jom sama-sama kita gemukkan pahala serta kuruskan dosa. Aku sedar, I'm not perfect. But, we are teached to be better than yesterday. Am I right? For me, I still in learning process because what are we doing it is part of learning. For example, preparation before berbuka, we must cook some dishes. Honestly, I am not expert in cooking, but I still help my mum or ask what should I do. I am learning for some recipes. 

At night, we are perform solat terawih after solat isyak. Certain my friends, they did not perform terawih. I feel weird. When I look at their history, since childhood they do not perform solat at Masjid. Just do it by self. Buy, why ? It is depend on their culture of their family. Certain family, only son and father do terawih at Masjid while the daughter stay at home with their mother. It just my internal view. 

I think it is enough fof today. Maybe I continue for writing for next day. In Sha Allah. Let's smile because it is part of sedekah. =)

#ramadhan9

#sisdahlamatakupdateblog

#sisrindublogging

Semester 7

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

Semester 7 means kami dah tinggal 1 semester lagi untuk grad, in sha Allah. Next Sem, dah start LI (Latihan Industri) untuk 18 minggu. Huhhhh. Seram jugak tu. Tempat pun tengah blurring lagi. Ikutkan hati nak buat je kat kampung, my hometown but xde tempat yang sesuai. Hurm. (mengeluh again).

For this sem, most my friends dah drop subjek bahasa Inggeris III, aku rasa jealous dengan mereka sebab aku still sit for that subjek. Salah satu syarat di USIM, all of us must graduate with band 3 in MUET. Seriously, I had sit for MUET almost more than 5 times, but I still do not achieve what I want. (sad). Tak tahu dah, dah pulun masuk kelas, study, tapi still takde rezeki lagi. Dulu-dulu waktu first time amek, dah bajet band 3. Masuk U pun, fikir ala senang/ kacang je nak dapat band 3 tu. Look. Overconfident kan?Patut la, tak dapat band 3, aku ni memang ... Huhhh. Ingatkan untuk sesi yang lepas, JULY 2014 dah lepas. But again, takde rezeki lagi. malas sangat kot, cuba rational balik. Hahaha. Maybe. Mostly, kawan-kawan aku ingatkan aku dah dapat band 3. Tapi bukan aku. Sobs again :(

Assignment dah bertimbun lecturer bagi. Tapi still tak buat pape lagi.(touch down). Thesis too. Report pun belum. Ya Allah, banyaknya kerja bertangguh. (think again). Btw, aku dah ada klien daripada 2nd year. Settle satu task aku.

Teringat waktu di Aceh, after cek result MUET. Dapat tahu dapat band 2, sedih tiba2. Airmata leleh. (malu) sebab tak dapat control feeling tu. Kawan aku cakap, don't give up. Maybe usaha aku untuk MUET tu just 50%tapi yang lain dengan 50% boleh dapat band 3. So, aku patutnya up lagi usaha aku tu, kan??? (gain strength).

That's all from today. Let's have a positive mind again! Recheck yourself back.
Always do mistake but make sure charge from negative to positive.
-ve -----> +ve

All the best, myself!
Guys too...

Enough

Assalamualaikum w.b.t. dan selamat sejahtera.

Hati aku dah sakit. Sakit sangat. Ya Allah, kenapa orang suka stopkan percakapan aku. Adakah aku banyak cakap? nagging? There are some people said " dah la tirah. stop!" huhhh. Bukankah kita ada hak untuk bersuara? Am I right? Isn't I dominant people in a group discussion. hmmm.. :(

Cuaca sekarang pun tak menentu. Hujan dah stop. Rindu bau hujan. Mandi air hujan. Hehe. Panas pun terik gak. Tapi tak tahu la suhu berapa sekarang. Assignments bertimbun-timbun plus journal and program y akan datang. Paperwork ada lagi yang tak siap. Kena pulun nie. Help me, please motivate myself. Go go Tirah! U can do it. Orang lain boleh, tak akan aku tak boleh? Am I right? ^_-

Aku nie kaunselor to be, tapi problem berlambak. Do I had low self-esteem? when thinking, I think, I an emotional people. I should change to be better than yesterday. Anyone wanna help me?

Alone. Rain

Weekend

Assalamualaikum w.b.t,

Today is weekend. Of course no lecture and tutorial or lab. Biasalah rutin weekend, basuh baju & kemas bilik or others. Baju done. Tapi bilik. . . oh no. it is my part only? Kawan yang lain keluar jogging tapi aku, nampak malaaaas kot. So, others are rushing to their activity.

No activities, sometimes I felt uneasy about that. If aku nie jenis aktif, korang kisah ke? Ini hidup aku. So, that mine. Kenapa korang kisah? Tapi kalo aku susah sorang2, korang buat donno je. Betul ke?

In my opinion, those people want active themselves, go on. But, for those inactive please think about that. I think when I had join activities I gain a lot experience. When I look for certain people that inactive when first year, now, they are looking for activities sebab nak tambah SIRA or student activities. Dulu waktu aku first year, ada sorang senior nie. Waktu tu dalam program PRU dekat u, dia bg situasi, dalam permohonan kerja. Sorang dapat CGPA 3.0 manakala sorang lagi dapat CGPA 4.0. Nak taw x, y MANA dapat kerja? Huhu. Do you think? Employer amek y 3.0 sebab dy ada soft skill. So, walaupun kita 4flat tapi xde soft skill. Memang susah la.

Nowadays, ramai fresh graduate menggangur sebab lack of soft skill dan adakalanya hanya ingin menceburi dalam bidang yang dia amek je. Ada sorang motivator pernah kongsi tips, kalau kita ni mahasiswa, boleh kerja part time sebagai penulis buku. Do you agree with me? I think so. aku pun tengah belajar and trying to write. that why I use blog as a medium. In blog, I trying to be myself. I know, my words sometimes in a simplle word. But, I still learn. Learning is part of experience.

In end, I would like to thanks for those are enjoy and sudi baca apa yang aku merapu nie. Btw, I miss my friend that introduce blog to me. Aku harap dia baca post aku kali ni.


Oh, ya. Jangan lupa #prayForMH370. Semoga semuanya dalam keadaan baik-baik belaka. =)
Take care, cuaca sekarang PANAS. In my area, jerebu kuat. Tapi hari ni nampak macam ok je.

bye2, see u again!

Pray4MH370

Assalamualaikum w.b.t,

Minggu lepas Usim hangat dengan isu PTPTN. Tapi sekarang dunia hangat dengan kapal terbang MAS MH370 dari Kuala Lumpur ke Beijing hilang jejaknya. For detail information: visit http://my.news.yahoo.com/mas-aircraft-goes-missing--says-airline-023820132.html

Kita sebagai Muslim mohon banyakkan berdoa untuk penumpang pesawat MH370 agar semuanya dalam keadaan selamat. Hari itu aku dan kawan tengok movie Non-stop, citer tu pasal one person want to save other passengers without think tentang keselamatan dia. Kapal itu kononnya was hijacking oleh penyelamat tetapi. A lot of judgement we do when watching that story but in end, don't make conclude in the beginning.

 Walau apapun spekulasi kita takkan merubah situasi. Walau banyak status yang kita update utk ‪#‎PrayForMH370‬ although dekat staus je  , tidak keluar dari mulut kita maka sia2 lah.

"Ya Allah, kami mohon keselamatan pesawat MH370 dan kesemua yg berada di dalamnya. Tunjukkanlah kebenaran dan alihkanlah kesamaran yg membuntukan kami. Sesungguhnya Engkau lah Tuhan yg Maha Mengetahui apa yg kami jahil."

Amin Ya Rabb. =(

MUET oh MUET

Assalamualaikum, w.b.t.

Today I want to share something. It is about MUET. I had sat for muet more than 2 times. It is time to change, today I had sat that three paper which is consist of listening, writing and reading. So, far it is bit hard for me. But, I tawakal to Allah, I tried to do the best when this session. I also had attend class for muet to improve my skill. I had done for practice. The chief examiner advise to us, "semoga kita tidak bertemu lagi dan berhati-hati di jalan raya". Most of us, laugh for his advice. I hope that it is my last muet had I sat.

What I had learn is do something and accept it. For Muet, I will pray to Allah and achieve my goals. Btw, I love learn english <3 .="" p="">
So, who want sat for exam good luck and all the best. That's all from me. I just make it it simple. it is remind for me. We learn from mistake and do not give up until we success it.
=D

Saving

Assalamualaikum w.b.t dan selamat sejahtera.

Today is Tuesday. Tommorrow Wednesday. Then Thursday, I am having one paper at 2.30 p.m for subject Family Law in Malaysia. Ohh, orang lain mostly dah abis paper dyorg, kami start first paper, first year dah abis exam. Kami abis fasa 2, second year n fourth year dah abis. Adakah kami untung? Tapi still ada lagi yg third year blom abis, tu pun dak2 kos lain.

Exam ai khamis nie, tapi aku xkhatam lagi untuk LAW. Serious, seram sejuk gak study Law, dah la FINAL 100marks. First time subjek wajib kos nie final 100M, tapi tu pun per 40%. Tapi serius takut dengan subjek LAW, kalo boleh nak abis cepat jer. Nak balik kampung, huhu. Rindu so much dengan umi, abah, adik2.. :(

Back to topic hari ini, about saving? Why? Biasalah kehidupan budak U y suka boros (sometimes). So, di hujung sem nie, duit tu kering. Hihihi. Aku pun termasuk sekali. Utk sem depan, aku dah azam nak berjimat. Ok x? Utk entry hari nie adalah sebagai bukti n remind utk diri sendiri nie.. At the same time, azam tahun 2014 & aku nak tolong parents aku serta adik2ku. Along nak berjaya!

Aku berjimat, nak taw x apa y aku dan roomates makan? Mesti xnak taw kan? Y pasti kami dah displin diri utk bersabar makan or memelih nak makan apa. Hahaha. Pernah kami, makan roti je dalam sehari plus maggie. Aku? It juz be my secret. Kekeke. Nasib baik tiket balik kg dah beli. Lagipun, duit pt aku dah abis then terpaksa buat muka xmalu dengan mintak dgn umi n abah(actually abah y bg). Ye la jarak nilai dgn pasir mas lebih 2 marhallah. So, jarang balik n xdapat duit poket.

In the end, nie aku nak habaq mai kat hangpa semua, rajin2 lah berjimat cermat lebih2 lagi sama status dengan aku. Dah lah, aku ni anak sulung. Adik berderet2 lagi. Mak n bapa dah sara adik2 y sekolah lagi. Tapi, kite nie pelajar U dah dapat PTPTN or biasiswa or pape pinjaman, gunalah bantuan tersebut dengan sebaik-baiknya. Baik menabung dari sekarang. Nasihat untuk diri sendiri gak nie.. Harapnya yg lain dapat belajar drp pengalaman aku nie. Aku just share dgn korang. Aku xdapat pape pun.

Ok. Setakat ni je utk permulaan tahun 2014. Sebabnya aku pun dah lama menyepi. Sekarang nie pun terpaksa handle blog utk persatuan kos iaitu perkama USIM. 

siapa punya gerangan roti ini?

Amanah

Assalamualaikum w.b.t.

Alhamdulillah dan aku panjatkan kesyukuran kepada Illahi. 

Selesai sudah Karnival Kerjaya. For first time aku di taklifkan serta meng'offer'kan diri untuk jadi setiausaha. Before this, memang nak elak daripada jadi SU. Haha. Amek ko. Amanah depan mata tu dan aku jadi lah SU dengan buat paperwork. Banyak kali gak naik turun pejabat. Jumpa penasihat program, penyelaras. 

Pernah juga aku rasa putus semangat nak teruskan task sebagai SU nie. Kena buat SURAT. Surat pula ada banyak salah. Kebetulan, kawan aku tolong semak, memang penuh dengan dakwat pen merah sih. Nak buat camne, dah dugaan dan ujian sebagai hamba Allah. 

Satu lagi pasal bajet, aduhaiii.. Serius aku memang surender bab akaun dan bajet nie. Dah lah dulu-dulu aku memang amek aliran sains then memang anti dengan akaun. As advice buat sesiapa yang terbaca kisah nie, sila fikir panjang dan cuba dapatkan orang berpengalaman untuk atasi masalah ini atau belajar daripada senior SU.

Sampaikan satu TAHAP, aku memang dipersalahkan dari segi tentatif, bajet, nama speaker. Aku terfikir, adakah ini tugas aku? Aku perlu buat ini? Itulah persoalan yang sentiasa ada dalam benak fikiranku. 

Melalui program ini juga, aku manjadi seorang yang tepu dengan komen serta kritikan daripada orang sekitar aku. Banyak benda aku telah pelajari. 

Aku nie memang rajin nak masuk itu ini, then join program. Kadang-kadang ada banyak assignments lagi yang patut aku buat. Tapi rajin gak berprogram.. Huhu. (nak buat camne, tu memang minat aku)

Dengar bunyinya... "macam sibuk jer..." haha. 

Tapi kan, aku bukan nak bangga or riak. Pernah satu saat ada kawan aku bagitahu, yang aku nie ta pernah marah. It's real? But. in reality... aku ta macam tu. Commonly, as human, can't control their emotion.

Done for today, sebab dah dah lama x update blog. rasa lama gila nak update, Alhamdulillah malam ini aku diberi kesempatan..

always smile =)

~a Moment~

Assalamualaikum w.b.t, selamat hari raya serta maaf zahir dan batin. sorry, baru wish. ada story nie...
i just want to share something. maybe tiltle same wit Hlovate for the moment. although, that blog dah lama tak update, ntah kenapa malam nie berkesempatan untuk baca that blog. sedih.:(. a story about hlovate punye late grandfather, arwah tok. back to my story, i have that experience too. in my mother family, aku adalah cucu sulung. kami berbeza, kami kaya famili. umi ada 9 siblings, abah ada 6 siblings.

The part yang paling sedih, umi dapat call daripada joe, my pakcik. bagitau, ayah tenat. time tu, ayah dalam wad. mek, nenek aku pegi hospital dengan  che so. hari sebelumnya, kami lawat ayah. ayah makin better n nampak sihat. so, ingatkan esok dah boleh balik. memang betul dah boleh balik. tapi.. dalam keadaan yang berbeza. ayah dah tak ada.

Jenazah ayah, terpaksa dimandikan oleh pihak hospital sebab ada hepatitis B. aku dan famili tak dapat nak kucup jenazah. disebabkan sakit y ayah alami itu. takut, berjangkit. tapi, mak kepada ayah, still kucup. tahun selepas ayah meninggal, mok iaitu nenek umi.

Sejak kematian arwah ayah, kami sekeluarga kehilangan warga tua... lepas arwah ayah, mok meninggal sebab sakit tua... next.. arwah mama iaitu nenek abah, dah lama sakit... next arwah tok ayah...

Al-Fatihah untuk arwah Ayah, Mok, Mama, Tok Ayah...serta muslimin dan muslimat...
                        Dengan nama Allah Yang Maha Pemurah lagi Maha Mengasihani
                        Ya Allah,
                        Hidupkanlah kami dengan iman
                        Dan matikanlah kami dengan iman
                        Gerakkanlah kami di padang mahsyar dengan iman
                        Masukkanlah kami ke syurga-Mu dengan iman
                        Ya Allah,
                        Tetapkanlah kami beserta iman
                        Dan keluarkanlah kami dari dunia bersama iman
                        Tundukkan penggoda kepada kami[dari golongan jin] kepada iman
                        Ya Allah,
                        Hindarkan kami dari bala dunia dan azab akhirat
                        Semoga Kau mengampuni dosa kami dan dosa mereka
                        Dengan rahmatMu ya Allah Tuhan kami yang Maha Pengasih.
                        Ameen.
                        #copy paste drp Hlovate#


p/s: so bagi yang still ada orang y tersayang, hargailah mereka... sayangilah warga tua. jangan ingatkan mereka menyusahkan anda, tapi balaslah budi mereka dan taatlah kepada mereka.
teringat kat atok and nenek kat rumah ser kenangan di cheras. mereka juga haus kaish sayang...:(

~break~

Assalamualaikum w.b.t and salam ramadhan to all of u.

Since a long time I do not update my blog. Buat masa sekarang, cuti final for second year, aku stay kat umah je. You know what for this break, aku just stay at home. No lepak. Hoho. Donno where to go. So, kalo aku keluar pun, pegi Bandar wit my mum. Nak drive sendiri, my mum xkasi. Hahaha. Actually I can drive, but my mum xkasi because some of reason.

Now, dah masuk 22 ramadhan so, hari nie hari y ke 22 kita semua puasa. So, raya pun dah semakin dekat. Oh yea, awal2 ramadhan, rajin la juga baca al-Quran. Then, dah nak sampai ke penghujung dah jadi makin slow pula. Aduhai…. Korang, don’t be like me! As we know, 10 malam terakhir kita diseru utk mencari malam lailatuqadr. So, pakat beramal n lipat kali ganda our ibadah.

Miss a lot for typing something and shared through the blog. Eventhough, my tweet dah bersawang. Hajat nak deactivate je. Nothing.  Fb? Haha, kadang2 bukak for tgk info pasal uni, members, event or updated bout d program. oke lah, wassalam.

p/s: always be a good girl.

~anthem~

Assalamualaikum w.b.t,

sudah lama aku menyepi. tak sempat nak update blog. hohoho

terlalu busy dengan assignments for subject especially camp. tapi, today i make it to type something. as the title for my blog, the part of learning~

i want to suggest u olls to read this book

it is called "anthem"

author by HLOVATE

my favourite writer. 

many of lessons you all can take it from this book. i also enjoy when read this book.  

the synopsis this book,

‘Hi, I’m Dania Dashrin. Call me Dash. I lived in (isi tempat kosong dengan nama tempat yang last ayah kena stationed) prior. I love music, and having a good time’.

Nur Dania ‘Dash’ Dashrin; a third-culture kid caught in a limbo between home-country Malaysia and the world she knew. Sent back to Malaysia for her Upper Form Secondary education from Delhi, hell broke loose as she was adjusting with the life and expectation living in a boarding school, especially not being made easy by those who would never understand. The clashes of beliefes,culture, principals, definitions of identity and a struggle to prove that she was her own person, was a long battle.

And she learnt; that everybody sure do have a past, but currently giving their all to live the present, and sure as rain deserves a future.

copy from Hlovate fb.

that all from me. hope enjoy it when you read that book. In sha Allah you will love it. :)

hohoho

schedule mine!

Assalamualaikum, w.b.t

that my schedule for this semester 4.

Alhamdulillah so far so good....

for friday...

ehemmmm...

study group & go to bicara siswi!

credit to myself..
hohoho

~Encourage thinking~

Assalamualaikum, w.b.t. for the reader. Today I just want to share with you all what I had learnt. It is all about the thinking according Islamic perspectives.

According to doctor Bakar, Quranic verses which encourage thinking could be classified into 5 groups:

1.       In the field of Tawhid and to direct man’s attention to the creator. when we are thinking about the tawhid we can improve our brain. It is also can differ our ways of thinking. it is also show that we are alert and pay attention about the creator in the world. 

Those who remember Allah while they are standing, sitting, and lying on their sides, and think about the creation of heavens and the earth, (saying: our lord! You have not created all this without purpose, glory be to you! Save us from the formant to the fire. Al-Imran : 191).

2.       To reflect upon the verses to the Quran. We can reflect ourself in this life from the verse of Quranic. We also can improve our ways to be a better from the reflection of verse.  the book it also as our guidance to be a better person. In Sha Allah.

This is a book (Quran) which we have sent down to you, full of blessings that may ponder over its verses, and those men of understanding may engage in remembrance. (Sa’ad : 29).

3.       Allah tells us that the objective of so many stories which have been mentioned in various surahs is to motivate mankind to think and reflect in order to get lessons and to seek wisdom. As we can see in the Quranic have many stories that we can take the lesson from the Quranic. For the examples, when we down and have many problem after read the Quran. We can heal our feeling which are down to be a better. From the story it is also teach us to think about

“Narrate to them the stories, so that they may be reflected.” (Al-A’raf : 176).

4.       Allah commands us to reflect about something carefully, so one may not jump to conclusions without a critical insight.

“Say (o Muhammad): travel in the land and see how He originated creation” (Al-Ankabut : 20).

5.       Allah directs the attention of people to think by saying: “Say to them (O Muhammad): I exhort you on one thing only-that you stand up for Allah’s sake in pairs and singly and reflect.”( Saba’ : 46).

the unique of  bookshelf

Kenapa ujian seberat ini?

Assalamualaikum w.b.t, 

 Menerima dugaan Allah SWT dengan fikiran positif dan tenang ketika menghadapi ujian daripada Allah SWT

Quran menjawab : "Allah tidak membebani seseorang melainkan sesuai dengan kesanggupannya".(Surah al-Baqarah ayat 286)

Allah SWT. Maha Mengetahui kemampuan kita sebagai hamba-Nya yang kerdil, oleh itu apa sahaja yang berlaku keatas diri kita sebenarnya masih dibawah kemampuan kita untuk menghadapinya. Anggaplah sesuatu ujian itu dengan fikiran yang positif dan cubalah renungkan bahawa terdapat orang lain yang lebih berat menghadapi ujian daripada kita maka dengan itu akan terasa beban yang ditanggung akan menjadi lebih ringan.

Kalo difikirkan Allah S.W.T memberi ujian agar kita menjadi lebih tabah lagi. Dan sentiasa mengingatiNYA. Bukan tyme susah malah tyme kite senang kita patot bersyukur kepada Allah.

Jom sama-sama kite amik ibrah daripada musibah atau ujian yang menimpa kita.

Juz for sharing.

UJIAN

Assalamualaikum w.b.t dan salam sejahtera kepada blogger n reader y sudi jenguk my blog. 

Sejak akhir2 ini, keluarga aku ditimpa musibah. Lepas satu, satu berita kami terima. Tahun lepas bulan julai,time LSP or nama panjangnya language support program. Program 2 fokus kepada 2 languanges that Arabic n English. Time gap between ALSP III N ELSP III, I have stayed kat umah x-roomate, Ata’ain for attending the seminar transfromasi ramadhan 2.0. time duk umah ata’ain  aku dapat mesej drp adik aku. Dy bgtaw ‘umi masuk wad’. Adik aku yang duk matrik called. Nangis2, katanyer nak balik. Aku blurrr time tu. Umi has be hospitalized because suspect for dengue. Case umi terpaksa dibawa ke HRPZ II, Kota Bharu which hospital besar.

Umi has been hospitalized because the low of platelet in her body. At the hospital, they are a few platelet are needed. After platelets is added, the level of platelet umi still low. It is unaffected. Every day, doctor  amek sample blood umi to investigate the disease umi had. Hampir two weeks, umi dalam wad. Still xtaw sakit apa. Doctor suggests do BMA a.k.a bone marrow aspiration if I’m not mistaken. Bone marrow? Sample darah kat bone marrow. My family disagree especially my abah. He objects the BMA.

I don’t know. Before doc suggest bwt BMA, they are variety of medicines doc ask umi for taken it. Sampaikan nama saintifik ubat aku dah hafal. Aku sempat gak berpuasa di hospital sebab tunggu umi kat hospital. Sampai jadi special nurse for my mum. Umi dah tak tahan duk hospital. So, umi decide nak kuar wad.

Hari rabu, I was forget the date. Umi terpaksa sign surat untuk keluar dan amek risiko sendiri. Doc risau , takot umi bleeding kat mana2.. because the level of platelet umi still low. Then, duk umah. Just rest kat umah. Abah ada try bawak ikthtiar cara tradisional. Macam2 org kata. Nonsense. 

After raya, umi has appointment with the doctor. Doctor asks to do BMA. Again! Umi had stop to go the hospital. Last December, at 22 dec 2012 umi been hospitalized. Wajah umi pucat n letih sangat2.. Again! So, umi had decide to do BMA. The date for BMA is 26 dec 2012. Alhamdulillah everything is smoothly. The result is 7 january 2013. Till now, I do not know the result.

Before umi bwt BMA, pada 25 dec 2012. Adik lelaki aku accident. Patah tulang peha n tgn kiri. Femur, ulna n radius dy patah. So, kena masuk besi. Sepatutnya, kena bwt awal ag. Tp, dy punye internal ad injured. Spleen n liver dy. Dy naek motor Honda ex5 vs motor cross xclp ag. Y pasti motor besar drp motor dy. Umi aku ta taw dy masuk wad. After umi aku dapat discharge, abah bwak umi jumpa adik. Terkejut jugak. Tapi nak bwt camne dah. Dah nakal, kata umi aku.

Dy masuk besi pada 30 dec 2012, kul 8p.m masuk operation room. Kul 4.00 a.m da settle. Alhamdulillah, tade pape complication xsilap aku. Pada First day paper aku, abah aku mesej dy dah kuar wad. Tyme 2 aku study week. Before this, every study week. Aku ta pernah balik kg. stay kat hostel. Sama gak tyme kat matrik. Tapi, disebabkan semua ni berlaku aku balik kg.

Sebagai anak pertama, kakak n along in my family, aku jadi tabah n be positive thinking. Aku kena tabah dalam menerima ujian ini. Mybe, ALLAH rindu nak dengar suara hambaNYA. Kami lalai sebelum ini. Dugaan ini amat berat bagiku. Atas dorongan drpd kawan2, housemates, roommates, coursemates.. aku jadi kuat lebih-lebih lagi aku tengok abah aku. Dy Nampak cool jer. Dy xmarah adik aku. Dy sayang kami semua. Aku sayang family aku. Abah, umi, arenysz, jaen, acik, ina n adeq. Terima kasih semua. Along sayang kamu semua. T_T

my family

my inspiration

my beloved umi

Assalamualaikum w.b.t,

Semester 3 dah nak melabuhkan tirai. Study week pun dah muncul. Tapi assignments bertimbun lagi. Aduhai. Ta taw nak bwt camne dah. Semalam, aku dapat call daripada my abah. He said, my mum masuk wad because bleeding. It is worried for my mum. So, that why she want to go to the hospital. sebelum nie, mie dalam wad hampir 16 hari. tapi still ta taw sakit pe. doc nak amek sample 'bone marrow'. coz penyakit umi ada relate dgn darah. 

ermm, Aku still dekat Nilai ag. Ta sure nak balik ke tidak. Ikutkan hati nak je balik umah jumpa family especially my beloved umi. I miss her so much.

Beberapa hari yang lepas, aku hadir ceramah teknik rawatan Islam untuk subjek kaunseling dalam Quran & Sunnah. Ustaz 2, ada bagitaw yang symptom org y diganggu adalah seperti sakit kat lutut, lenguh bahu, tumit kaki dan lain-lain. Aku syak umi kena gangguan. Tapi benda nie hanya Allah je yang taw.

Aku call umi. Tanya khabar. bagitahu nak balik, 

''mie, along nak balik tapi maybe lepas siap assignment"

''erm, xpayah lah. along kn ada exam. t, jaga mie xstudi pulak''

 

Umi xbagi balek coz aku da nak exam. Abah pulak suh balik. Tolong jaga umi kat hospital. Umah aku pun bukan dekat sgt dengan U. ottoke??? Aku pun dilemma.

wajah after beberapa minggu keluar hospital

YA ALLAH, AKU MOHON KAU SEMBUHKANLAH PENYAKIT MISTERI UMIKU AGAR DIA SENTIASA SIHAT & HEPI SELALU. SUDAH LAMA DIA MENDERITA DENGAN PENYAKIT MISTERI INI.